现在感觉自己像个不忠不孝,自私自利之人。
Now I felt myself quite another one,
who was disloyal,disobedient and selfish man。
不忠就不说了,至于不孝,前面也提到了,
It's not necessary to tell disloyalty。
As to disobedience,we have referred to it already。
古人云,
父母在不远游,
As the ancients said,our parents were still alive
and we should not travel the distant place。
我现在不光是远游,我还要父母也背井离乡!
Nowadays I now only have to travel the distant place
but also ask my parents to leave their native place。
穷则独善其身,达则兼济天下,
If one lives a life of hardships,
he can manage himself alone。
But if he is in his power enough,
he should also take more care of the world。
我穷,可是我自己也不知道为了求名还是求利,
I know that I am poor。
But I don't know whether I run after fame or wealth
这十年来就没消停过,而到头来可能都是一场空,
Maybe it was all vain eventually,
though I hadn't never stopped it for over years。
我没觉得我为我的家庭和这个社会贡献了什么,
这不是自私自利又是什么?
I felt that I hadn't done something for my
family and society。
If this isn't a display of selfishness,
then what is?
(修正中,还有时间完成。 。。)
。